I’m graduating in 2 days. Sometimes I wish I could just go back to freshman year and live it all over again (sometimes because my gpa sucks dick) but mostly because I miss everything. I miss everyone who has already graduated I miss everyone I’m going to leave behind and I miss everything about Virginia Tech. Yeah yeah yeah I know I can always come back and visit and blahblahblah, but obviously it won’t be the same. I won’t have a full years worth of food money on my hokie passport where I’ll have to beg (LOL) people to come so I can spend my money on them or buy packages of stuff from hokie grill or owens. I won’t have fun times going dt or just hanging around or house parties with retarded drunk people and obviously with all my friends I’ve made while here.
I don’t have a big girl job (yet) and I’m not perfect and I do have friends back home and I can always visit my tech friends at nova or here or the beach, but its not the same. It’s not as if everyone is within 5 miles within each other. It’s not like you can call someone and meet them somewhere within one minute. People are going to move, some friendships are going to end eventually. Everyone is going to get too busy with their jobs. People are going to get married. People are going to get divorced.
The thing about Tech is that everyone is together, some people see each other everyday. It’s hard to graduate and change and be away from the people that mean the most to you. It’s hard to change at every point in your life. It’s depressing to pack up your things for the last time ever from your apt in Blacksburg and leave what you’ve came to love. It’s like breaking up with someone you’ve loved. You sometimes can still be friends but it will never be the same. That’s what it feels like to be leaving Virginia Tech. And I’m definitely going to miss it.